Adik

So,this is a story.
Story of lil brother whom thought me much as I can see but others don't see.

Today, is the appreciation day at his school and when he did informed ummi and Abah about this, he just said that
'Majlis biasa saja,kalau ummi Abah tak pergi pon okay.lagipun, dapat anugerah biasa2 saja.'

Maybe,the word seems normal but not to me. Then, he came to me and said ' adik malu kalau ummi Abah pergi sebab ni pertama kali adik naik pentas, adik bukan macam kakak abang atau acik. Kalau kakak je yang pergi, boleh?. Kalau adik dapat anugerah hebat2 baru ummi Abah boleh pergi.'
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About him, he had make me to have matured thought.
For even a small thing you achieved, I am always proud of you.

My venus

Dear my Venus..
Yes,you.

I had a friend whom I thought that we had not really closed enough but we often got same things strangled up together.

When we caught on something which really gave changes in our life once( I thought you know what I meant), for me it was kinda enjoyable. Maybe there were some bad perception from the others on what we got to face on that time, but believe me, I enjoyed that.

Now, tell me that I am crazy for being happy to fail. Yes, I was happy and still happy till now. There was because we're doing great things that time. I meant we had laughed, sharing thoughts and cried for something that we had never done before and I was glad to enjoy that with you.
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When she wrote something to me in her own life updates, it really kind of hurt me emotionally when she stated that there was a friend and now maybe a far distant one, she became.

I still remember you.
Your smile,
Your face,
Your excitement,
Your pain,
Your joy,
I had seen them, once.
But
Believe me,
You are always on my cable points. The points in my pray.
You are always in my life updates, well don't worry cause I'm not an eerie stalker.
I'm just a friend who still care for you,
From a distance.

Me love u.
Mun.
Thanks for the dedication.

Over thinking

I just don't know if being over thinking on something just had been so wrong but I just knew I once was and forever will be.

Then,if someone can help me out, please share on some ways to discard this kind of matter. Sometimes, it really does hit me hard till I just can't have enough sleep and wondering all night.

I don't know because it just had been.
Sue me.