Past presence future

At noon..
Just called the registration office for the hostel and each of their answer for my application did broke me well.

Whilst still wondering, why I am getting worried for the upcoming news and being frustrated at this time, still I am worrying. I just can't get rid of it.
The feeling.

.....................
Dear self,
Please,
Please keep praying and see the goods in neither any nor everything.
What you have been worrying is still can be made in lot of time.
For this presence, please enjoy and don't get easily whimper and frustrate for uncertain things.
You had did so well.
He knows you.
He understand you.
Whenever and whoever even don't.
Put your trust.
And
Cheer the moment.
*feeling better*hope so..☁

Erti hidup

This time, it will be a sharing inspired by hlovate's color. The color that drew 'contengan jalanan'.

From it, I realised that I just begin my own life, after all ..after these past 22 years and now on, I don't feel it the same. I learnt a lot from this piece and still in the progress on how to turn it out well. I don't know if there is just me that get over all my feeling throughout this, but what can I tell is, it is an inspiration.

I learnt that, dare to dream. Well, it is not even a crime. Laugh mine, and I don't even get annoyed. I will not care just because I will stick to mine. Being a dreamer just can make me forget the presence of mine. So much dream to write, to learn, to walk a new path, to travel, to hike, to fly and get close to the sky.

But
It also taught me dare to fail. Fail on being emotional, fail to bring myself together.
Just remember a thing.
How many times you fail? Don't dare to count.
But
If you fail for the second time, don't afraid to lose again for the third attempt.
Because you can. You can put yourself to walk over again after your first trial, yet you fail on your second try. Keep trying and keep failing.
You are learning.
Be positive and just then you will find that it is beautiful.
Your flaws are just crime of arts.
Just learn and be better.
You will not be a perfect one but you will be a great learner.
Learn by self.
And just then,
You also just show to inspire others.